what do you have plained for 2009?

i was friends with my best friend brent , we worked together at the same place togeter in 2000 untill 2004 we saw each other sometiems , played x-box and halo , we where die hard anime fans , he went from the armorded gaurd to the carlisle ploice department writeing tickets ,one day when i got off work from pizzahut i sat down on a chair in his den infornt of his tv looking at his desk he picked up his hand gun and pointed it at me and said "stick them up chuck" he said ,i wanted to punch him but i was scared inside of myself he made me have nightmares at night with my bed room door opened and me dreaming of a hand gun pointing at me ,,i don't get it , he was my best friend for a long time ,i don't know what happened to him or why he did it ,i wish i never went to crackle barrel to work in 2000 of that year ,i keep asking myself why didn't he pull the triggger , he pointed the gun at me twice in one year in his own home when he was on the ploice department ,it's not right , tell me what you think , i need some help on this , ok

stay safe ,